Mini-Update (because my mind has moved on to other things)

It looks like once a month had become my natural blog-posting pace. I like it. Seems to work for me. Of course, I'll likely not stick to it with strictness.

I want to follow-up on my last post, since it was left very open, especially with its broad vagueness.

Circumstances with my friend have been...resolved? Clarified? What is the right word for things-between-us-are-solid-but-there-are-on-going-consequenses? At any rate, the place may not be the greatest, but the direction is sound.

After a few days of many tears and knowing only the broadest circumstances, Friend and I were able to talk. I learned what all happened in the days before, the reasons for not replying, and the events of that night. My deepest fears and biggest concerns were addressed (like my angry text contributing to whatever had happened). 

After hearing the details of what took place, I felt relieved, and mentioned how scared I'd been. Friend reassured me that's not what took place, and also saw my fears as valid. They confirmed, given what I knew, my questions made sense.  They didn't apologize either. In a good way.

So, my friend confirmed their awesomeness, even while having a shitty, shitty time. With that at a rest, life continued to be tumultuous in other ways...

*sigh*

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